There was no signature. Harry stared at the note. Ron was
admiring the cloak.
"I'd give anything for one of these," he said. "Anything. What's
the matter?"
"Nothing," said Harry. He felt very strange. Who had sent the
cloak? Had it really once belonged to his father?
Before he could say or think anything else, the dormitory door
was flung open and Fred and George Weasley bounded in. Harry stuffed the cloak
quickly out of sight. He didn't feel like sharing it with anyone else yet.
"Merry Christmas!"
"Hey, look — Harry's got a Weasley sweater, too!"
Fred and George were wearing blue sweaters, one with a large
yellow F on it, the other a G.
"Harry's is better than ours, though," said Fred, holding up
Harry's sweater. "She obviously makes more of an effort if you're not
family."
"Why aren't you wearing yours, Ron?" George demanded. "Come on,
get it on, they're lovely and warm."
"I hate maroon," Ron moaned halfheartedly as he pulled it over
his head.
"You haven't got a letter on yours," George observed. "I suppose
she thinks you don't forget your name. But we're not stupid — we know we're
called Gred and Forge."
"What's all th is noise.
Percy Weasley stuck his head through the door, looking
disapproving. He had clearly gotten halfway through unwrapping his presents as
he, too, carried a lumpy sweater over his arm, which
Fred seized.
"P for prefect! Get it on, Percy, come on, we're all wearing
ours, even Harry got one."
"I — don't — want said Percy thickly, as the twins forced the
sweater over his head, knocking his glasses askew.
"And you're not sitting with the prefects today, either,"
said
George. "Christmas is a time for family."
They frog-marched Percy from the room, his arms pinned to his
side by his sweater.
Harry had never in all his life had such a Christmas dinner. A
hundred fat, roast turkeys; mountains of roast and boiled potatoes; platters of
chipolatas; tureens of buttered peas, silver boats of thick, rich gravy and
cranberry sauce — and stacks of wizard crackers every few feet along the table.
These fantastic party favors were nothing like the feeble Muggle ones the
Dursleys usually bought, with their little plastic toys and their flimsy paper
hats inside. Harry pulled a wizard cracker with Fred and it didn't just bang, it
went off with a blast like a cannon and engulfed them all in a cloud of blue
smoke, while from the inside exploded a rear admiral's hat and several live,
white mice. Up at the High Table, Dumbledore had swapped his pointed wizard's
hat for a flowered bonnet, and was chuckling merrily at a joke Professor
Flitwick had just read him.
Flaming Christmas puddings followed the turkey. Percy nearly
broke his teeth on a silver sickle embedded in his slice. Harry watched Hagrid
getting redder and redder in the face as he called for more wine, finally
kissing Professor McGonagall on the cheek, who, to Harry's amazement, giggled
and blushed, her top hat lopsided.
When Harry finally left the table, he was laden down with a
stack of things out of the crackers, including a pack of nonexplodable, luminous
balloons, a Grow-Your-Own-Warts kit, and his own new wizard chess set. The white
mice had disappeared and Harry had a nasty feeling they were going to end up as
Mrs. Norris's Christmas dinner.
Harry and the Weasleys spent a happy afternoon having a furious
snowball fight on the grounds. Then, cold, wet, and gasping for breath, they
returned to the fire in the Gryffindor common room, where Harry broke in his new
chess set by losing spectacularly to Ron. He suspected he wouldn't have lost so
badly if Percy hadn't tried to help him so much.
After a meal of turkey sandwiches, crumpets, trifle, and
Christmas cake, everyone felt too full and sleepy to do much before bed except
sit and watch Percy chase Fred and George all over Gryffindor tower because
they'd stolen his prefect badge.
It had been Harry's best Christmas day ever. Yet something had
been nagging at the back of his mind all day. Not until he climbed into bed was
he free to think about it: the invisibility cloak and whoever had sent it.
Ron, full of turkey and cake and with nothing mysterious to
bother him, fell asleep almost as soon as he'd drawn the curtains of his
four-poster. Harry leaned over the side of his own bed and pulled the cloak out
from under it.
His father's... this had been his father's. He let the material
flow over his hands, smoother than silk, light as air. Use it well, the note had
said.
He had to try it, now. He slipped out of bed and wrapped the
cloak around himself. Looking down at his legs, he saw only moonlight and
shadows. It was a very funny feeling.
Use it well.
Suddenly, Harry felt wide-awake. The whole of Hogwarts was open
to him in this cloak. Excitement flooded through him as he stood there in the
dark and silence. He could go anywhere in this, anywhere, and Filch would never
know.
Ron grunted in his sleep. Should Harry wake him? Something held
him back -- his father's cloak — he felt that this time — the first time — he
wanted to use it alone.
He crept out of the dormitory, down the stairs, across the
common room, and climbed through the portrait hole.
"Who's there?" squawked the Fat Lady. Harry said nothing. He
walked quickly down the corridor.
Where should he go? He stopped, his heart racing, and thought.
And then it came to him. The Restricted Section in the library. He'd be able to
read as long as he liked, as long as it took to find out who Flamel was. He set
off, drawing the invisibility cloak tight around him as he walked.
The library was pitch-black and very eerie. Harry lit a lamp to
see his way along the rows of books. The lamp looked as if it was floating along
in midair, and even though Harry could feel his arm supporting it, the sight
gave him the creeps.
The Restricted Section was right at the back of the library.
Step ping carefully over the rope that separated these books from the rest of
the library, he held up his lamp to read the titles.
They didn't tell him much. Their peeling, faded gold letters
spelled words in languages Harry couldn't understand. Some had no title at all.
One book had a dark stain on it that looked horribly like blood. The hairs on
the back of Harry's neck prickled. Maybe he was imagining it, maybe not, but he
thought a faint whispering was coming from the books, as though they knew
someone was there who shouldn't be.
He had to start somewhere. Setting the lamp down carefully on
the floor, he looked along the bottom shelf for an interestinglooking book. A
large black and silver volume caught his eye. He pulled it out with difficulty,
because it was very heavy, and, balancing it on his knee, let it fall
open.
A piercing, bloodcurdling shriek split the silence — the book
was screaming! Harry snapped it shut, but the shriek went on and on, one high,
unbroken, earsplitting note. He stumbled backward and knocked over his lamp,
which went out at once. Panicking, he heard footsteps coming down the corridor
outside — stuffing the shrieking book back on the shelf, he ran for it. He
passed Filch in the doorway; Filch's pale, wild eyes looked straight through
him, and Harry slipped under Filch's outstretched arm and streaked off up the
corridor, the book's shrieks still ringing in his ears.
He came to a sudden halt in front of a tall suit of armor. He
had been so busy getting away from the library, he hadn't paid attention to
where he was going. Perhaps because it was dark, he didn't recognize where he
was at all. There was a suit of armor near the kitchens, he knew, but he must be
five floors above there.
"You asked me to come directly to you, Professor, if anyone was
wandering around at night, and somebody's been in the library Restricted
Section."
Harry felt the blood drain out of his face. Wherever he was,
Filch must know a shortcut, because his soft, greasy voice was getting nearer,
and to his horror, it was Snape who replied, "The Restricted Section? Well, they
can't be far, we'll catch them."
Harry stood rooted to the spot as Filch and Snape came around
the corner ahead. They couldn't see him, of course, but it was a narrow corridor
and if they came much nearer they'd knock right into him — the cloak didn't stop
him from being solid.
He backed away as quietly as he could. A door stood ajar to his
left. It was his only hope. He squeezed through it, holding his breath, trying
not to move it, and to his relief he managed to get inside the room without
their noticing anything. They walked straight past, and Harry leaned against the
wall, breathing deeply, listening to their footsteps dying away. That had been
close, very close. It was a few seconds before he noticed anything about the
room he had hidden in.
It looked like an unused classroom. The dark shapes of desks and
chairs were piled against the walls, and there was an upturned wastepaper basket
— but propped against the wall facing him was something that didn't look as if
it belonged there, something that looked as if someone had just put it there to
keep it out of the way.
It was a magnificent mirror, as high as the ceiling, with an
ornate gold frame, standing on two clawed feet. There was an inscription carved
around the top: Erised stra ehru oyt ube cafru oyt on wohsi. His panic fading
now that there was no sound of Filch and Snape, Harry moved nearer to the
mirror, wanting to look at himself but see no reflection again. He stepped in
front of it.
He had to clap his hands to his mouth to stop himself from
screaming. He whirled around. His heart was pounding far more furiously than
when the book had screamed — for he had seen not only himself in the mirror, but
a whole crowd of people standing right behind him.
But the room was empty. Breathing very fast, he turned slowly
back to the mirror.
There he was, reflected in it, white and scared-looking, and
there, reflected behind him, were at least ten others. Harry looked over his
shoulder — but still, no one was there. Or were they all invisible, too? Was he
in fact in a room full of invisible people and this mirror's trick was that it
reflected them, invisible or not?
He looked in the mirror again. A woman standing right behind his
reflection was smiling at him and waving. He reached out a hand and felt the air
behind him. If she was really there, he'd touch her, their reflections were so
close together, but he felt only air — she and the others existed only in the
mirror.
She was a very pretty woman. She had dark red hair and her eyes
— her eyes are just like mine, Harry thought, edging a little closer to the
glass. Bright green — exactly the same shape, but then he noticed that she was
crying; smiling, but crying at the same time. The tall, thin, black-haired man
standing next to her put his arm around her. He wore glasses, and his hair was
very untidy. It stuck up at the back, just as Harry's did.
Harry was so close to the mirror now that his nose was nearly
touching that of his reflection.
"Mom?" he whispered. "Dad?"
They just looked at him, smiling. And slowly, Harry looked into
the faces of the other people in the mirror, and saw other pairs of green eyes
like his, other noses like his, even a little old man who looked as though he
had Harry's knobbly knees — Harry was looking at his family, for the first time
in his life.
The Potters smiled and waved at Harry and he stared hungrily
back at them, his hands pressed flat against the glass as though he was hoping
to fall right through it and reach them. He had a powerful kind of ache inside
him, half joy, half terrible sadness.
How long he stood there, he didn't know. The reflections did not
fade and he looked and looked until a distant noise brought him back to his
senses. He couldn't stay here, he had to find his way back to bed. He tore his
eyes away from his mother's face, whispered, "I'll come back," and hurried from
the room.
"You could have woken me up," said Ron, crossly.
"You can come tonight, I'm going back, I want to show you the
mirror.
"I'd like to see your mom and dad," Ron said eagerly.
"And I want to see all your family, all the Weasleys, you'll be
able to show me your other brothers and everyone."
"You can see them any old time," said Ron. "Just come round my
house this summer. Anyway, maybe it only shows dead people. Shame about not
finding Flamel, though. Have some bacon or something, why aren't you eating
anything?"
Harry couldn't eat. He had seen his parents and would be seeing
them again tonight. He had almost forgotten about Flamel. It didn't seem very
important anymore. Who cared what the three headed dog was guarding? What did it
matter if Snape stole it, really?
"Are you all right?" said Ron. "You look odd."
What Harry feared most was that he might not be able to find the
mirror room again. With Ron covered in the cloak, too, they had to walk much
more slowly the next night. They tried retracing Harry's route from the library,
wandering around the dark passageways for nearly an hour.
"I'm freezing," said Ron. "Let's forget it and go back."
"No!" Harry hissed. I know it's here somewhere."
They passed the ghost of a tall witch gliding in the opposite
direction, but saw no one else. just as Ron started moaning that his feet were
dead with cold, Harry spotted the suit of armor.
"It's here — just here — yes!"
They pushed the door open. Harry dropped the cloak from around
his shoulders and ran to the mirror.
There they were. His mother and father beamed at the sight of
him.
"See?" Harry whispered.
"I can't see anything."
"Look! Look at them all... there are loads of them...."
"I can only see you."
"Look in it properly, go on, stand where I am."
Harry stepped aside, but with Ron in front of the mirror, he
couldn't see his family anymore, just Ron in his paisley pajamas.
Ron, though, was staring transfixed at his image.
"Look at me!" he said.
"Can you see all your family standing around you?"
"No — I'm alone — but I'm different — I look older — and I'm
head boy!"
"What?"
"I am — I'm wearing the badge like Bill used to — and I'm
holding the house cup and the Quidditch cup — I'm Quidditch captain, too.
Ron tore his eyes away from this splendid sight to look
excitedly at Harry.
"Do you think this mirror shows the future?"
"How can it? All my family are dead — let me have another look -
— "
"You had it to yourself all last night, give me a bit more
time."
"You're only holding the Quidditch cup, what's interesting about
that? I want to see my parents."
"Don't push me - — "
A sudden noise outside in the corridor put an end to their
discussion. They hadn't realized how loudly they had been talking.
"Quick!"
Ron threw the cloak back over them as the luminous eyes of Mrs.
Norris came round the door. Ron and Harry stood quite still, both thinking the
same thing — did the cloak work on cats? After what seemed an age, she turned
and left.
"This isn't safe — she might have gone for Filch, I bet she
heard us. Come on."
And Ron pulled Harry out of the room.
The snow still hadn't melted the next morning.
"Want to play chess, Harry?" said Ron.
"No."
"Why don't we go down and visit Hagrid?"
"No... you go..."
"I know what you're thinking about, Harry, that mirror. Don't go
back tonight."
"Why not?"
"I dunno, I've just got a bad feeling about it — and anyway,
you've had too many close shaves already. Filch, Snape, and Mrs. Norris are
wandering around. So what if they can't see you? What if they walk into you?
What if you knock something over?"
"You sound like Hermione."
"I'm serious, Harry, don't go."
But Harry only had one thought in his head, which was to get
back in front of the mirror, and Ron wasn't going to stop him.
That third night he found his way more quickly than before. He
was walking so fast he knew he was making more noise than was wise, but he
didn't meet anyone.
And there were his mother and father smiling at him again, and
one of his grandfathers nodding happily. Harry sank down to sit on the floor in
front of the mirror. There was nothing to stop him from staying here all night
with his family. Nothing at all.
Except --
"So — back again, Harry?"
Harry felt as though his insides had turned to ice. He looked
behind him. Sitting on one of the desks by the wall was none other than Albus
Dumbledore. Harry must have walked straight past him, so desperate to get to the
mirror he hadn't noticed him.
" — I didn't see you, sir."
"Strange how nearsighted being invisible can make you," said
Dumbledore, and Harry was relieved to see that he was smiling.
"So," said Dumbledore, slipping off the desk to sit on the floor
with Harry, "you, like hundreds before you, have discovered the delights of the
Mirror of Erised."
"I didn't know it was called that, Sir."
"But I expect you've realized by now what it does?"
"It — well — it shows me my family - — "
"And it showed your friend Ron himself as head boy."
"How did you know --?"
"I don't need a cloak to become invisible," said Dumbledore
gently. "Now, can you think what the Mirror of Erised shows us all?"
Harry shook his head.
"Let me explain. The happiest man on earth would be able to use
the Mirror of Erised like a normal mirror, that is, he would look into it and
see himself exactly as he is. Does that help?"
Harry thought. Then he said slowly, "It shows us what we want...
whatever we want..."
"Yes and no," said Dumbledore quietly. "It shows us nothing more
or less than the deepest, most desperate desire of our hearts. You, who have
never known your family, see them standing around you. Ronald Weasley, who has
always been overshadowed by his brothers, sees himself standing alone, the best
of all of them. However, this mirror will give us neither knowledge or truth.
Men have wasted away before it, entranced by what they have seen, or been driven
mad, not knowing if what it shows is real or even possible.
"The Mirror will be moved to a new home tomorrow, Harry, and I
ask you not to go looking for it again. If you ever do run across it, you will
now be prepared. It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live, remember
that. Now, why don't you put that admirable cloak back on and get off to
bed?"
Harry stood up.
"Sir — Professor Dumbledore? Can I ask you something?"
"Obviously, you've just done so," Dumbledore smiled. "You may
ask me one more thing, however."
"What do you see when you look in the mirror?"
"I? I see myself holding a pair of thick, woolen socks."
Harry stared.
"One can never have enough socks," said Dumbledore. "Another
Christmas has come and gone and I didn't get a single pair. People will insist
on giving me books."
It was only when he was back in bed that it struck Harry that
Dumbledore might not have been quite truthful. But then, he thought, as he
shoved Scabbers off his pillow, it had been quite a personal
question.